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Fate.... the all seeing power of the universe.

Ridiculously pushing and pulling everybody in Life and Death. Fate can give us good in Life, or take away everything we hold dear. The only thing Fate needs to do is to is to keep the balance of the world. Fate may make the world wealthy for one century, and make it completely deprived the next. Only to keep the scales of everything in balance. Fate has others to help maintain balance; War, Nature, Satan, Love, Poverty, and many others. Overall, it is fate who watches over and makes everybody's decisions in life. When Fate becomes old or bad at her job, a new Fate is brought in to replace the old one. This is a position that is always filled. Though the shoes may be big to fill, everybody who is supposed to fit them does a good job.

Personally, I believe in Fate and that everything happens for a reason. The Fate who lives and watched over this generation is a good Fate.

That was my continuous writing paragraph that I did in English. I liked it so much that I thought I would start this journal off with it.

}Y{- Nichelle

Welcome to Review #5 of the Texas State Parks reviews. I want to talk about Lockhart State Park this time. This is a nice park. It is nothing fancy but the people here are awesome. This will be one of my top three favorites for Friendly people up along side Lake Texana and Goose Island. It's a pretty tight three way race. A lot of people come here for the golf course. Not us. We come to... what? Fish. Yes, you can fish here. The water is pretty shallow in some places but you catch a few.�There is also some great trails and I love to go to the top of the hill to the pavillion or rec hall they have. It has a great spread of picnic area behind or to the side of it. The back has a huge space to use for dancing. Inside has a kitchen and a couple small rooms/bedrooms and a huge dining area with a fireplace. This is a nice building with lots of space for a party or even Thanksgiving dinner. It's better than having to be stressed when everyone leaves your house in a disaster. There is bathrooms too. From the back patio/dance space you have a clear view of the basketball court by the park. People don't realize that is the park when they see it. You get turned around going up the hill/mountain. There is a nice hiking trail behind the building and more all around in the wooded area. Watch for snakes. This state park also has a swimming pool to use. It does have a fee but I'm not sure how much. In the very back, go across the little bridge by the waterfall and take a left. Follow it to the end, there is a nice trail that goes along the waters edge. You can also see various remains of the old part of the campgrounds. I assume this�was used for primative camping. I'm not sure if they still allow it because there is usually available space in the front along the water. The playground area here is very nice and while you are there look for the alligator tree. My children gave it that name because it has branches that come out and look like a head on an�alligator.�Watch for snakes. We have seen them here, both in and out of the water. Also be prepared for poison ivey and such. My son usually has a problem with this in the late spring and summer months. If you have a severe allergy don't go�on the trails that are more over grown and remember, leaves of 3 let them be.

This is a great park. I go here a lot. If you get a chance you should too. Just my opinion.� :)�

i have observed and discovered�a series of movements that cats use to express their feelings.�when�my cat�wants to eat,�he will�let out a series of meows. normally there will be one especially long meow. after�he eat he will meow a single satisfied meow. when we scold him for breaking things, he will �meow a short, stout meow.

Seems like u really chose ur path..

we are not trying to stop u anymore...

but dun try to blame us...like wat u did today...

it really sucks n hurts...

u hav ur way...we hav ours...

build a border by today n this very second...

for everything u did...

u better noe wat's best...

a miss is as gud a mile...

better think carefully before u try to voice out nex time...

Take Care..old fren~

(6/4/2008)

I admit i still care...but this is too much...

I'm sorry..

Who will be the 1st who fall into grief & sadness~

We tried a new way without her..

Honestly we felt great about it..mayb I m the 1 who is feeling better..

She tried to concern...but i felt fake in it..seems like unwillingly..

U once had the chance to get hold of this relationship..

i felt extremely disspointed...because i had a bad vision...

vision that doesnt lie..

is this the end?

i m sick of it...we r sick of it...

defitnitely sick of lies...

old�memories still exist...but new memories still comes..

we cant wait for the old to settle to begin the new..

we r sry to leave u behind...

all�we requested wasnt much...

but what u did was too much...

I am not blaming...juz lost....

(5/4/2008)

hope u will return sumday...still hoping for dat day..

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I tried to kill myself on March 20th, 2008. Obviously I failed since I'm writing this. I overdosed on hydrocodine, tylenol pm, and tons of sleeping pills. After an overnight stay at the hospital they transported me to a mental hospital, where I have been for the last 15 days.

I wish it would have worked. I wish I could go back and take more than I did. I hate feeling like this. I hate my mind thinking of ways to hurt or even kill myself.

�������������������� I HATE EVERTHING ABOUT ME!!!

A friend indeed is a friend in need...

Is it as true as it seems?

We were waiting for the return of u....n yet..u chose to abandon us..

We tried to hold u back..instead of holding we hurted u...

We are sorry......I am sorry......

For wat we did....we din mean it..

I juz wan u back...

I still care....

Mayb u felt happier without being wit us...

Gratz that u had found ur own way of staying happy..

I once promise to b there whenever u need me...

If u ever had the chance to view this blog...

I bet u wouldn't even care to go deeper for the reason...

The cause isin't because of anyone...

Dun blame...Coz we didn't.

I am from Malaysia.

(4/4/2008)

I wonder if any1 cares...I still do...

Still luvin~